I can do this

Well after mucking about for all of this year (so far!) I think I am back on track. I went to WW yesterday and to my delight I’d lost 1.5 – I’ve only really been half doing the diet, cooking my usual meals but not counting points and if a want a biscuit albeit a ww one – well I’d just have it. Till now!

I want to draw a line under the beginning of the year and start really ‘playing’ ww – I will lose my weight this year I don’t want to have to cover up on the beach this year or have to wear black to parties and hide in the shadows and never dance – this year it will change!

I feel very positive at the moment – wish I could bottle this feeling as at this moment in time – I know I can do it!

But I have to say I’M STARVING! Wow – I’d forgotton what it’s like to have my stomach rumble, the thought of ever being hungry is sort of scary but I have to remember it wont kill me  and I CAN wait till my next meal.

why i want to lose weight

1. I’m unhappy with what size I am (sixteen to eighteen)

2. I can’t fit into most of my clothes

3. I hate to look at myself getting dressed

4. I don’t want my husband to see me in the bath or naked

5. In the hot weather my thighs rub

6. I don’t recognise myself in photos

7. I feel invisible - sometimes I like that as I don’t want to see me either!

8. Feel I’m missing out on life

9. To get rid of that roll of fat under my bra above my stomach

10. To prove I can do it (after so many failed attempts)

I’m really struggling with my weight loss so I thought I should write a list to remind me why I’m doing this.

new year new me

It’s one of my new year resolutions to blog about my weight watchers journey hopefully this will keep me on the straight and narrow as this year I want it all – I want my 5% my 10% key ring and then my goal key – not forgetting all the silver 7’s along the way too. 2012 is going to be the year I achieve it all.  Wish me luck.